You do not have to lose who you think you are and its struggle, suffering, pain and fight. It matters not one iota to who you are whether you realize who you are or not. Who you truly are, is, regardless of what you try and get up to over the top of your self, as if that were actually at all possible in reality.



No one is forcing you to awaken to who you are. No one is forcing you to stand free of the illusion and delusion that you have put yourself into. Nope. If you think you are happy in your position of who you think you are, then by all means, you just "hang on in there". Let your imagination run wild. Knock yourself out.

You keep on thinking that you are "on top of it" and "in control". You know "what's up" and you oughta be out there telling everyone else "where it’s at", as well. You know that it is all those "others out there" who are creating the unlove in today's world. *chuckling*

You are not who you think you are. You can be who you are because who you are is already true of you. Regardless of how "entrenched" it may seem to you of how you are stuck in your belief of yourself as being this individuation that you find yourself driving around in, you can stand completely free as the one that you truly are. Of course you are going to be up against your own mind which is an adept at distracting you from realizing who you already are.

Your biggest obstacle is your belief in your thinking mind. You believe and will defend your thinking as if it were true of you - even though it has not delivered you of your innate freedom. You fear the losing of who you think you are and you desire what is not true of you - a bad combo, in terms of standing in the immediacy of your freedom.

When you hurt enough from your failure of being, you may well be interested in the finding of this "you" of you that is already flowing through the eyes of this mindbody that you find your self already flowing through and learning to stop at and as this one. You may well be interested in learning how immensely free and rich this one is and beginning the journey of heart and self discovery that will unravel this mindbody of it's built up mind informancy. You may well be interested in living and feeling the immense wonder of the divinity of the heart of existence as you continue to flow through this current mindbody that you are flowing through - as this mindbody continues to be danced by the dance of life.